I constantly forget my dream and instead I focus on the day-to-day items that I must get accomplished. Work, pay bills, clean the house oh and I can’t forget to eat.
Somewhere between 2:30am and 9pm, I misplaced my dream. The item I thought about as a child and just knew I would pursue it. That is until I became an adult. What happened during that dreaming mind and adulthood? Life got so busy that I chose to not pursue my dreams anymore. I seem to blame life…too busy, too tired, too whatever else I can think of.
Maybe the real reason is fear. As a child you have no concept of fear or failure but as an adult all of that becomes reality. The fear of judgement is so very strong. Sometimes to strong to where it stops you dead in your tracks. Then gradually you put those dreams in the back of your mind without even thinking that you are indeed doing it. As an adult fear is crippling.
Maybe I need to try things that will get me back to that child mentality where fear didn’t exist. Maybe then I can continue to pursue my dreams or am I doing that now by writing this down. Maybe I am just tiptoeing in pursuing my dreams again.
I can hope and dream.